All models of reality end up being false, so nothing new about GDP.
So
why are you worshiping your pain ? your expectations didn't happen ?
your model and model of the future has been denied, has been demolished ?
well then you are fighting your own mind and your own models, the mind
tortures itself with expectations of the future, how things will be, all
kinds of dreams and movies of the future, plans, projects, this and
that, when it is only random chaos reality deciding what will be, and
then you are angry, or sad and mourn and worried and you worship your
own pain, you worship the fact that your model was false, was denied,
was contrasted, contradicted and such. But we are hard wired to be like
this, maybe it has something to do with religion, nay, with logic and
language, the moment you saw that you could control little things, you
started to believe you could control larger things, things that extend
in space and time, the future, other people and their behaviors, health,
what other people do, that you could control other people's will power,
have influence on them, convince them to do this or that and then you
fought people and you hoped, hoped for the future, but it is all in
vain, sooner or later your models will be demolished, any model, any
hope and future, no matter how sure you think you are and such. But then
exactly because so many models work out to be and work, that you get
carried away believing that all your ideas and hopes and models and
expectations and plans and so forth will play out like you think, and
when they don't you just fight yourself, you worship your pain. The mind
tortures itself thinking about it over and over again, the logic
denied, always looking for a reason, why, why, who is to blame, I'll get
back at you or something in the end and so forth, the expectations
denied like a son who died in a war and all kinds of similar things. So
hose this architecture of man brain, design a new one...
8 thugs, 8 MAN
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